LogoDesign

Oke I got my first assignment to make a logo for someone.
Just learned how to do it at school (I'll post my logo as well sometime).
So now I've my first assignment for a forummember on RRR who needs a logo for his band.

I'll put the updates on the creatingprogress on here as well, so if ya're interested in the workflow of a real artist, ya can follow it here.



Greatzzz and see ya soon,
Me.

AutoLight Tutorial

AutoLight Tutorial

This weeks post

Well hi all, this weeks post (a bit late I'm afraid) is about some things I've done for so far and what I got.

So my birthday is the 10th of May (I'll become 18 this year). However, my most precious present I've ever got have I got earlier. I got it 3th of May when I went shopping at a secondhandstore. When we were done, we didn't find anything, we past by a gardenmarket. We walked in just to look at the animals they got there...And guess what? I just bought this most cute rabit I've ever seen. His name is "Hagrid" and his only 3 months old.
Here's a picture of him:

Isn't he just to cutes thing you've ever seen ^^?
I'll take exelent care of him since he's just so adorable.

More I've had today actualy after some realy crappy stuff at school, is my marklist with wich I'm entering the exams. It's pretty good so I can't complain a bit. However, the crappy part was that I suppose to get it at 12.00. They hadn't got it done yet till 13.00 THEY SAID. When I arived the second time I waited for about half an hour but it still wasn't there. They should be ready at the end of the day, 16.00!! Well that's just the most crap thing ever school has done to me(...I guess).

Well now it's just preparing for my exams so all school stuff I've to do is almost done. That's some happy thoughts.

Drink Up Ya Maties Yo Ho

Progress Posting

Allright I'll post my progress on my game The SpiritKeeper from now on also here. You can simply find all those post by pressing the label called rpg maker, you'll find all post on it there.

Now a quice (and late) update, I'm working on the menu by now...It's going pretty ok since I'm not a real good scripter :P

Have a look at it, say what you think.

Cheers for now!

What to do when you don't like yourself...Hate yourself?

"Life's a hard nut." (Pim Prudon)

One of my lines I use to compare with the world. I've a pretty hard time now with all the presure and things that go wrong, not as I intended them to be. I keep forgetting things when at what time to do what? This is realy frustating me and makes me feel sad. I don't know what to do next, affraid of doing things wrong again.

However I just can't kill myself, I actualy don't want to either. There're just to much people out there who need me, who care about me...So thats something to live for. I think that when you commit suicide you're the bigges egoist in the world! The only think you 'care' about is your own, well...not so good life and thats why you want to end yours. However, they don't think about all those people who DO care about them.

That's why I'm anti-suicide. When I want to be killed, I'll just...well I don't know, I don't want to be dead, but I''ll never kill myself because I can't handle it anymore. I'm not that big of an @ssh*le.

So to conclude this post, I'll say:

"Embrace the dead and laugh." (Pim Prudon)

Just go when it's your time.

Cheers.

PS. I actualy started this post with realy dark thoughts, however, I'm totaly oke now I finish this.
TIP: writing your emotions works ;)

Tramp of my own mind...

I've had a very hard time last couple of weeks. Stressed by school and other cases wich doesn't matter in this post btw.

I feel like I'm a tramp of my own mind. It's like I just can't find the right door for some situations. The understand this I'll explain my kind of 'who does the brain work according to me' thing.

My brain looks like a reeeeeeeeeeeeeealy big hallway with many many doors. Behind every door is a kind of thought or memory.

Now why I feel like a tramp is because I'm not good on thinking or emotial expression of myself. It feels like I can't find the right door...I'm actualy not sure if I have all the keys for those doors or that some are locked for ever.

However, nice is that I've vacation now till I have my exams. After that...It will be a hack of a good holliday since I'm away for like 5 weeks or so, so thats pretty awsome.

Bad is that I still doesn't have any study I want to follow next year, so that's also crappy. And since I don't want to make any bad choises (I'm teribly bad in making them), is it going to take ma a lot of time either. Hopefully I'll find something in time :S

Also I will update my blog more often with the game I'm making now so that you all can follow the proces of creating. I'll do tutorials soon as well.

The NCE's will start after my exams...I hope!

That's it for now.

SpeakYaSoon

Crap

Allright so I said I would keep you up to date about my proces going to a new school...Well me and my friend fail to get in, sadly enough.

Next thing we both need to do is find a other study to do next year, but we both don't know what that shall be.

If you have suggestions, then please post them in comment or mail me at


Well let's hope I find something soon enough so that I have something at the time I need to have it...



Luck to you!